get lost!

5 days ago, i told someone to back off from me.

Last night, i called this person. Apologized. And i cried. I hurt his feeling and i don't know what am i supposed to do when i met him at campus. Gosh, checkmate.

Even so, he accepted my apologize gently and asked me:

"Are we still friends?"

When he asked that, my tears bursted from my eyes and i told him, "Yes, but my mind set had been changed. I'm so sorry..". He said it's okay, but i'm totally not okay. I felt guilty.

What am i supposed to do? I ruined my relationship with somebody!!