Tuesday, December 9, 2008

black despair

it's so difficult gambling with my own feelings. i never thought that this would be very difficult to my feelings. i thought it was a very simple thing but when it came to my heart, i've become very sensitive and melancholic.

oh yes melancholic. i hate that part of my personality. the dominant one. damn!

and this is me. a melancholic girl who have been fooled with her own thoughts and suddenly came with a tearful and miserable face.

gw nggak mengasihani diri gw sendiri. tapi gw mengasihani akan sebuah hal. betapa seringnya gw membohongi diri gw sendiri hanya untuk membebaskan diri gw dari sesuatu dan pada akhirnya.

my sweet escape, ends with a black despair.

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