that's all i ask of my feelings...

i want to be his freedom
i want to be beside him to guard him and to guide him
i want to say i love him every waking moment
i want to turn his head with talk of summertime
i want him with me here beside me
i want to be his shelter
i want to be his light
i want to share with him one love one lifetime
i want to safe him from his solitude
i want to go anywhere he go
i want to share with him each night each morning

...
when he ask: "say you love me"
i want to say: "oh i do. love me. that's all i ask of you"

but it's not like that. gw bingung sama perasaan gw sendiri dan lantas men-deny semua kata-kata diatas. kata-kata yang sampai sekarang melayang-layang di otak gw.

i want to share with him
one love.
one lifetime.

tapi ada sebuah tembok kaca transparan yang sama-sama gak bisa dilihat kita berdua. tembok perbedaan. dan selamanya gw dan dia akan berada pada kamar yang terpisah.

I'M SO DAMN SAD!