Wednesday, March 31, 2010
don't rain on my parade
happy thesis-ing everyone! :)
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Friday, March 26, 2010
chapter two
Thursday, March 25, 2010
kensington garden
Monday, March 22, 2010
Friday, March 19, 2010
empat yang paling sulit di dunia adalah:
2. Mengakui kekalahan
3. Merelakan sesuatu
4. Menjalani hidup dengan normal setelah sesuatu yang buruk terjadi
Norak ya bahasa gue? Hahahaha. Tapi emang bener kok.
Tadi gw konsultasi tugas akhir sama pembimbing gw, dan entah kenapa pembimbing gw melihat ada "ketidak beresan" yang terjadi pada penampilan gw hari ini. Trus beliau juga curiga kenapa muka gw lecek begitu, dan waktu dikasih tau alesannya kenapa, beliau cuma bisa ketawa. Yaiyalah, mana ada orang lagi konsultasi TA terus berujung dengan curcol? Ya gw ini -__-"
Terus beliau ya ngasih nasehat standar ibu-ibu lah. Dia bilang kalau punya beban, itu nggak usah dibawa. Taruh aja di suatu tempat, entar juga lupa sendiri. Cukup make sense sih, tapi melaksanakan hal tersebut sangat jauh lebih sulit daripada merencanakannya. Gw berencana membuang beban gw jauh-jauh, tapi mau gimana lagi?
Yang paling sulit menurut gw yang nomor 4 tuh, menjalani hidup dengan normal setelah hal yang buruk terjadi. Life goes on, tapi kan tetep aja hal buruk pasti akan lebih membekas di otak ketimbang hal yang baik. Sekarang yang harus gw pikirkan bagaimana menghilangkan bekas itu. Nggak mungkin hilang seratus persen sih, tapi at least meminimalisir dampak kejadian itu di kehidupan gw biar nggak terlalu banyak yang hal nggak penting yang gw pikirin sekarang.
Yah, tapi bisa lah. Semuanya emang cuma butuh proses.
Thursday, March 18, 2010
because i love you
I am your voice when you couldn't speak
I am your eyes when you couldn't see
I saw the best there was in you
Lifted you up when you couldn't reach
I gave you faith 'cause I believed
You're everything you are
Because I loved you
Monday, March 15, 2010
la preghiera di Persephone
Ma, non ha veramente mi ami? Mi sbaglio?
Egli ignora me this diversi giorni. Ancora non c'e nulla di successo tra i due, temo che ci sia qualcosa. I Qualcosa non e probabilmente mai sapere.
Dio, si prega di non portarlo via da me ...
Thursday, March 11, 2010
alice says:
Sunday, March 7, 2010
i'd always be beside you
This is my favourite scene on Christmas on July 24th Avenue. It's a Japanese movie about an ordinary girl named Sayuri who chasing around the prince of her dream, who is an eligible and handsome lightning designer, Satoshi Okuda.
Sayuri keep focusing on that prince and do not realize that there's someone, even he's not an eligible handsome prince, who loves her with all of his heart. Her bestfriend, Yoshio Moriyama, a comic writer.
This scene is when Sayuri tells Moriyama about she wanted a lovely christmas eve with Okuda, but instead giving Sayuri a courage to ask Okuda for a date, Okuda gives her a flip-book cartoon, then confess his love to Sayuri.
I love that flip-book cartoon anyway...
Saturday, March 6, 2010
i need to redefine 'that'
Thursday, March 4, 2010
things i cannot photograph
- The dull ache in your heart that never seems to go away
- The sheer high you get from going crazy
- The immense love a heart can hold
- The cracks in a relationship
- The moment just before everything falls apart
here comes that feeling. again.
i DESPERATELY WANT to forget that feeling, but suddenly i failed. Successfully.
I hate that girl indeed. Why can't i just think positive about it?
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
only God knows the future
By the way, i met my thesis supervisor this lunchtime and she said that my thesis progress was promising! Sounds good? Hmmm, i think so :p
Monday, March 1, 2010
my life recently
Yesterday, i got my book flipped at it's cover page by my brother, and i'm so mad about that. Not just because of the book, but because of my brother's dishonest and ungentle behaviour that drive me nuts. For your info, i bought that book last Friday in Kinokuniya for 99k rupiahs and i have not even finished it yet. The book is about ancient greek descendant which live in island called Serfopaulo. This is the book (i posted the image so anyone who pity me and want to buy me the exactly new book could see how it is like :p):
Anyway, tomorrow's my DE exam. I'm freaking out.