It's the hardest thing in the world to go on being aware of someone else's pain, and even feel it by yourself.
I'm now experiencing that. My heart aches so much. I can't think, eat, or work. I just sitting here at my office, staring blankly at my cellphone's screen, thinking about a pain so deep that belongs to a person I love. I really wish to have a magic spell that allows the caster to share the grief of his/her beloved person. For now, I can't do anything except praying for the best thing that could be happened.
Lord, give us strength. Lord, give us faith. Take away the grief, for all things belong to You, O Lord of all creations.
Amen.