never say never:

I once said "never" to something and that something was happened to me. Guys, never say never to a something. Only God knows the future, yeah rite.

what is the "good" part of "goodbye"?

i just had a strange dream last night

I dreamed of someone ripping my hand with a scissors in front of a cupboard, and there's a lot lot blood on my blue cardigan. It's not painful, but the blood spilled everywhere like those on horror movies. I scream for my mother, and suddenly she came and washed my stained clothes.

What does this mean?

And also, sorry for being so sarcastic in my last post. I just not in a good mood.

ingin mengeluh

Gw lagi pengen mengeluhkan beberapa hal:

1. You-know-who
Gw sih udah hampir "get over" sama dia, tapi ada salah satu orang temen gw yang suka lapor kalo si you-know-who ini lagi begini, lagi begitu, lagi sama si ini, lagi sama si itu. Gw tahu niatnya temen gw ini baik sebetulnya, tapi entah kenapa gw kok jadi ngerasa seakan-akan si temen gw ini berpikir kalau gw nggak bisa hidup tanpa si you-know-who. Nggak kok, gw nggak akan nangis, atau sedih, ataupun berduka cita dengan kabar-kabar mengenai si you-know-who, tapi kabar-kabar itu sedikit banyak cukup ngerusak mood gw.

2. Tentang progres TA
Progres gw dibandingin sama temen-temen gw sih gw rasa udah cukup memuaskan ya. Dikit lagi eksperimen gw kelar dan gw bisa ngebut nulis bab 3 dan bab-bab lainnya. Tapi gw keganggu sama temen-temen gw yang suka ngeluh tentang TA nya yang terlalu susah, atau tentang yang TA nya udah sampe bab 5. Bukannya gw sirik sih, tapi ya kalau gw ditanya TA gw sampe mana, gw akan bilang "eksperimen gw aja belum kelar kok", dan akan jaga perasaan temen gw yang tanya. Emang sih gw nggak bisa berharap hal macam gitu dari temen-temen gw,tapi tetep aja, yang namanya hal-hal berbau TA itu tabu diomongin sebelum sidang.

3. Tentang beberapa orang yang mengganggu hidup gw
Simpel aja, gw pengen mereka yang lenyap dari pandangan gw, atau gw yang jadi invisible. Gw prefer yang kedua, tapi kalau yang pertama memungkinkan sih, gw bakalan seneng banget.

Wah, sinis ya postingan gw?
Biarin, gw manusia kok, gw juga berhak ngeluh.

i need such equation

yesterday's rainbow

Spotted when i was picking up my mum from her office:

Sweet!

my tarot reading this morning

Did you guys believe in superstitions?

Well, i believe God, superstitions are for consideration only. But things keep occur after something happened to me, something's superstituous. Like when my left eye keep twitching and suddenly i burst into tears.

I had my first tarot reading in this month this morning. I used relationship spread with Reinassance tarot.

The Relationship Spread

The spread consist of 7 cards: the card on the top left represents how i see myself, the card on the center left represents how i feel about my partner, the card on the bottom left represent how my partner see me, the card on the top right represents represents how i see my partner, the card on the center right represents what stands between me and my partner, the card on the bottom right represents what my partner feels about me, and finally, the center card represents the challenge of our relationship.

And this is my center card:

Seriously, what does this mean?